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Thursday, May 31, 2012

The End of Maternity Leave....

Let me start by saying - WOW, I can't believe how much I love our little princess.  She has ALL of my heart.  I knew that I would experience an overwhelming feeling of love when I finally held her in my arms, but I didn't realize just how much that love grows each day and the insane amount of joy I feel every time I think about or look at our princess.



This has been the post that I have been dreading to write.  I was hoping that if I put it off - thinking about it, talking about it, writing about it - that this day would not come.  But, sadly, my maternity leave is over....Ughhh....

Returning to work is a very bittersweet feeling.  I am excited to return to my classroom and students, BUT I am feeling so guilty, anxious and sad about leaving Graycen.  Today, I'm wishing that I lived in California, or Canada, or Europe to have an extended maternity leave.  I know I am lucky; however, I will return to work for the next 17 days before summer vacation begins. So here we go....17 more days until summer break and my next role - working mom.



1 comment:

  1. Hang in there. I remember going back to work after Andrea was born and everything about it felt wrong. It's not easy, but you are good at what you do and your students will be so happy to have you back. In time it will balance out. What you do at work will be good for Graycen and what you do at home will be good for your students.

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