My baby is what????

7 months old!?!?!

I have a 7 month old - where has the time gone?  We have been saying, multiple times a day, "remember when she couldn't..."  It has been awesome watching her change, grow and learn to be more independent.

This photo shoot was a little more challenging - she no longer "just sits there" - I have to be quick if I want to capture her sitting still.

Trying to help take the photos

Grabbing the camera from me

Eating the wrist cord

Trying to roll/flip over

Eating the "seven"

Playing peak-a-boo

Photo shoot = over

Graycen can now:

• sit unassisted
• roll and flip over
• sleep on her tummy
• roll up and down her crib and our bed
• move toys/things back and forth between her hands
• learning to go from sitting to laying down
• wants to crawl, but can't quite figure out what to do with her arms and legs
• eats "solids" 3 times a day
• LOVES bananas
• drink water from her sippy cup by herself

We survived!

Graycen, Garrett and I have survived our first full week of daycare.  Thankfully, the center we are going to has cameras in each room and parents can log into to see their child's room.  I have turned into quite the stalker / voyeur.  It's probably a good thing that I don't have a desk job, or I would be stalking her all day long.

Each time I log in, she is either sleeping (well, trying to...naps have been an issue), playing, or being rocked by one of her teachers.  I know she is probably fussy at some point, but it's such a relief to know that when I check on her she seems content.

I have been dropping her off in the morning before commuting to work.  She is all smiles when we enter her room and has reached out for her teacher a couple of times.  Garrett and I have been sharing duties of picking her up after work, and she gets the biggest smile on her face when she sees us walk through the door. 

She won't let us out of her sight when we get home, but I don't think we'd have it any other way. 

Summer is over

Summer is over …

 …and I’m sad…

…that the stay at home mom lifestyle I have grown so accustom to, is just about over. 

I have been able to prolong the inevitable – daycare and going back to work – for some time now and finally reality is here.  I keep reminding myself that I have been very blessed with maternity leave and summer vacation back to back.  It has been such an amazing 6 months.

I am VERY excited to go back to work and begin a new school year with new students and new school supplies (my favorite), but I am sad that my stay at home mom status is coming to an end. 

 Now that my new reality is here, I’m anxious about how I will be able to balance all of my roles - mommy, wife and full-time teacher.   Will I be able to balance everything and be the mother, wife and teacher I want to be?  Being a bit of a workaholic, it has been difficult for me to adjust to heading back to school and I’m struggling to learn to let things go and be ok if those things don’t get done right away (or ever).  I know I will be challenged by this task, but I also know, that as soon as I get home and walk through the door, Graycen (and Garrett J ) will be the only thing on my mind.